Letter #263
March 7/20, 1979
St. Paul the Simple
Dear Anna,
May the blessing of the Lord be with you!
Thank you for your letter. I think it reveals less confusion
than you think—perhaps your ideas are still somewhat confused, but I think your
basic attitude is correct, and if you persevere in spiritual struggle your
ideas also will straighten themselves out.
Your battle with “demoniac fornication” is not as unusual as
you may think. This passion has become very strong in our evil times—the air is
saturated with it; and the demons take advantage of this to attack you in a
vulnerable spot. Every battle with passions also involves demons, who give
almost unnoticeable “suggestions” to trigger the passions and otherwise
cooperate in arousing them. But human imagination also enters in here, and it
is unwise to distinguish exactly where our passions and imagination leave off
and demonic activity begins—you should just continue fighting.
That the demons attack you in dreams is a sign of progress—it
means they are retreating, seeing that you are resisting conscious sin. God
allows this so that you will continue fighting. Often this demon goes away
altogether for a while, and one can have a false sense of security that one is
“above” this passion; but all the Holy Fathers warn that one cannot consider
this passion conquered before the grave. Continue your struggle and take refuge
in humility, seeing what base sins you are capable of and how you are lost
without the constant help of God Who calls you to a life above these sins.
About our Russian Church Abroad—I think it is not a bad
description to say that it is in a way the “conscience” of Orthodoxy today. One
Greek priest once told us a very similar thing. Of course, we in this Church
are all very human and weak ourselves, but we do try to keep the standard
visible, from which almost all the Orthodox churches are falling away at a
rapid pace.
I think the Protestants are not too far off about the “one
world church,” the harlot of the Apocalypse—but, like all their apocalyptic
ideas, they add many distortions to their ideas. From the experience of the
Council of Florence in the 15th century (when the Greek Churches did for a time
join the Pope of Rome), and from the recent pronouncements of Patriarch
Demetrios of Constantinople and Pope John Paul II—I don’t see how anyone can
deny that the “Union” of most Orthodox Churches with Rome (and through Rome to
at least some of the Protestant bodies) is rather close. As for the Catacomb
Church in Russia, it certainly exists, and quite a bit of material has been
published on it (from eyewitnesses) in the Russian language/press in recent
years. Its chief bishop, as far as we know, is still Metropolitan Theodosius
(who is of course a different person from the OCA Metropolitan), who issued a
declaration that was circulated in Moscow and Leningrad when the present
Patriarch Pimen was elected in 1970.
About your joining the Synod: let this decision come
naturally and peacefully. We are not out to make “fanatics,” but to speak the
truth of age-old Orthodoxy which most Orthodox Christians today are abandoning
(in fact, many Orthodox people aren’t even aware of them, so great is the level
of ignorance today). If you are to marry Timothy, this is something you will
decide together. Since our parishes in Sacramento and Calistoga have no English
services or English-speaking priest, you would probably do best to continue
attending OCA services there while you think and pray about this question. We
certainly recognize the sacraments of other Orthodox jurisdictions, and there
is no doubt that you have been baptized Orthodox. Your decision (if you make
it) to join the Russian Church Abroad will mean that you want to join the small
band of strugglers who recognize the process of apostasy in the Orthodox
Churches and consciously want to separate yourself from it. We tell our own
spiritual children that, wherever there is no Synod church, they can attend
other Orthodox churches, but that they should not receive Holy Communion there
(except in case of mortal necessity)—this is basically the position of
Metropolitan Cyril of Kazan, one of the Catacomb bishops of the 1930’s.
I will be serving Liturgy in our Redding mission church this
Sunday (March 25) and conducting a “Bible Study” afterwards. You are very
welcome to attend if you can. Liturgy will be early (around 8 a.m.), followed
by lunch and Bible study around noon. The address is 1972 Jewell Lane (in the
southern part of town, just off Business Route 99). If you were to come by bus,
someone could pick you up at the station; you could call 241-1732 (the
telephone number of Mrs. Valentina Harvey, in whose garage our service are
held). I would be glad to talk with you then.
With love in Christ,
Unworthy Hieromonk Seraphim
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