Archimandrite Symeon Kragiopoulos (+2015)
When the word of God speaks of
salvation—and more generally, within the Church, in the books of the Church, in
its writings and services—when salvation is spoken of, it certainly means
something different from being saved from various dangers. Of course, it also
includes deliverance from illnesses and other dangers, from threats, disasters,
and so forth; but this is not the main thing. And the unfortunate thing is
that, although we are Christians, we do not know what the real danger is, nor
precisely what this salvation is. Consequently, while God knows exactly the
danger from which we are in peril and intends to save us from that danger, we
understand something else, and in a manner of speaking, we fail to understand
one another.
And it may well be that many
times we receive the answer from God: “You are not really in danger from the
things you think threaten you. The things you are afraid of amount to nothing.
Everything you are trying to obtain when you say, ‘Save me,’ and ask for
salvation, is not what you actually need. Since you are already making a
mistake, since you are already going astray and missing the mark, do not
expect”—God says, in a manner of speaking—“that I too will be carried along
with you and, so to speak, act according to the way you think things are and
the way you want them to be.”
Man’s danger, man’s threat, man’s
destruction is the poison of sin. To understand the paradox: a person may, in
the very act of sinning—that is, at the very moment he is committing a sin—be
facing some danger and ask to be saved from that danger, which he thinks is the
real danger. And indeed, not only may he ask to be saved from something that is
not a real danger, but he may even ask to be saved from some danger precisely
so that he can go on sinning and enjoy his sin undisturbed. What understanding
can there then be with God? How can God entrust anything to us, when we do not
know what we are saying or what we are asking for, when we do not know what the
real danger is, and when we do not know exactly what the salvation is that God
can give us and wants to give us?
For example, a fire comes and
burns everything. As a Christian, you should reflect that whether you yourself
are burned or not is not of such great importance; but what if the fire of sin
burns up your entire being? Think about that, and let God see that this is what
concerns you, that this is what causes you pain, and that you cry out: “My
Lord, save me!” That is, let Him see that you are not deluded, that you are not
distracted, that you are not, so to speak, running off in a direction where
there is no need to go. Rather, you take occasion from anything that happens to
look at your soul, to look at the things of your soul; and as, at that moment,
you see the fire burning whatever it burns, you can understand very clearly
what damage the fire of sin is doing within you, the downpour of sin within
you, the earthquake of sin within you!
Pay attention to this: With the
other fire, the natural fire, we, as human beings, will do whatever we can, but
in the end, we do not know what God will do. As for this fire here, the
spiritual fire, we are absolutely certain—we must be utterly certain—that the
Lord has received the message. That is, the Lord has become assured that we
have seen what we need to see, that we realize what our danger is, and that we
know what we are saying when we say, “Lord, save me”; and we await this
salvation, utterly certain that here, in this case, the Lord—for everything
else, everything that happens, is meant to make us pay attention to this
reality—we are utterly certain that the Lord will make this fire, however
paradoxical it may seem, like a cool breeze, just as the natural fire, the
tangible fire, became for the martyrs. Sometimes, indeed, God intervenes
immediately and turns all that burning heat of sin into a refreshing coolness
that refreshes the soul; and the soul feels and experiences—lives—this
salvation that it asked of God. And God truly grants it, and one then has
within oneself that other fire of God which refreshes, that other fire which
burns away sin.
Very often, God either does not
listen at all—in the sense that we are not saying these things for Him to hear
them, just as a little child recites a poem—or, since God sees that we are not
asking for what we ought to ask, that we are not seeing what we ought to see,
namely what exists within us and constitutes a deadly danger, and that we are
not asking for what we ought to ask, He does not listen to us, He does not
respond, and we have no contact or communication with Him. And so I would say,
with all the strength of my soul, that whoever passes over everything else,
forgets everything else, and does not regard anything else—whatever it may
be—as the danger from which he needs to be saved, but instead resolves to see
the real danger that lies within him—and that danger is sin—and directs all his
attention there, and this becomes his deepest concern, and at the same time he
truly asks for salvation, he will have it.
I say it once again: precisely
when we want to see the real danger, the Lord will grant us this grace. And
when we want to be freed, to be saved, from the real danger to our soul—which
is sin—the Lord will grant us this grace. And if this grace is not granted, it
is because we are asking for other things.
For example, you may be suffering
terrible pain, and God permits it precisely because He wants to do you good in
this respect: He wants you to see your sin and to ask to be saved from sin. You
are in terrible pain, and you cry out and shout and so forth; but God sees that
what concerns you more is to be relieved of the pain, even though that bodily
pain is rendering you a service at that moment. It is helping you to see your
own nothingness and to humble yourself, to be broken in spirit, to see your hardness;
yet you do not accept this, and you shout and cry out for the pain to go away. Whereas
what you need to do—the other thing God will take away without your even
realizing it—what God wants is for you to see that other poisonous sting of sin
and all the poison that has spread throughout your entire being; and God is
waiting for you to cry out to Him to save you. He can save you, but if He does
not see, if He does not perceive, that you are asking for salvation, how is He
to save you?
We need to understand these
things. They are not games, and we must not waste our time doing what the rest
of the world does.
Greek source: https://agiazoni.gr/ti-einai-sotiria/
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