by Archimandrite Seraphim (Aleksiev) (+1993)
A sermon delivered at the Knyazhevo Monastery of the Protection of the Most Holy Theotokos on November 27 (14th Old Style), 1984.
Beloved! Surely, you have
witnessed how someone close to you, unjustly accused, suddenly bursts into
anger and begins a fervent self-defense, fiercely attacking his accusers. Such
a person may consider himself a Christian, he may even strive for a spiritual
life, but he has not yet risen to that level of patience by which souls are
saved (cf. Luke 21:19). Such a stormy self-justification reveals a lack of
humility in that person and the presence of pride, strong passions, and ungodly
feelings, which only await an external occasion to flare up.
In the mountain streams, there
are pools where pure, silvery sand lies at the bottom. If you throw a stone
into such a pool, it will remain clear. But in the plains, there are also
seemingly clear pools, at the bottom of which much silt has accumulated. If you
throw a stone into such a pool, it becomes greatly muddied.
It is the same with people. The
righteous are like the mountain pools—they are not troubled when they are
accused, even unjustly. Their soul remains pure and calm when a stone is thrown
at them. But sinners are like the seemingly clear pools—they react with anger
and thus reveal the silt of passions that has accumulated at the bottom of
their souls.
When unjustly accused, the
righteous either speak the truth—that they are not guilty in this case—thus
helping their accusers not to fall into the sin of slander and condemnation,
or, if they are not believed, they remain silent and place their hope in God,
trusting that He will defend and justify them. The righteous do not rely on
their own justice to defend it by all means—both permissible and
impermissible—but place their hope in God's justice. They are righteous
precisely because they have chosen God's justice over human justice. They do
not have their own personal justice but hunger and thirst for God's justice,
according to Christ's teaching on the Beatitudes (Matt. 5:6).
Sinners, on the contrary, not
knowing and trampling upon the great justice of God, fervently defend their own
miserable "justice." Therefore, when accused, especially if the
accusation is unfounded, they react stormily and proudly in defense of their
justice. Try giving advice to a self-justifying sinner: "Endure, brother,
even though you are unjustly accused! Bear the injustice done to you without
complaint, and God will have mercy on you for your patience." He will
immediately object: "What?! Should I endure?! If I were guilty, I wouldn't
be so outraged. But how can I endure when I see that deeds I have not committed
are being attributed to me! No, I cannot tolerate unjust accusations!"
Such a "lover of justice" is, in reality, not a lover of God but a
lover of himself.
We encounter such scenes very
often in life. We observe them not only among the laity but, unfortunately,
also among the clergy and in monasteries. Everyone justifies themselves.
Everyone explains their irritation by the fault of others. And almost no one is
willing to reproach themselves.
Where does this come from? – From
our fall into sin, which began with our foreparents in paradise. After breaking
the commandment to refrain from the forbidden fruit, God asked Adam, "What
have you done?" Adam replied, "It was not I, but the woman!"
Then God asked Eve, "What have you done?" She answered, "It was
not I, but the serpent." From then until today, self-justification has
spread throughout the world, always seeking the fault in others.
Despite our Christian upbringing,
we actually dwell in spiritual ignorance, and therefore, according to the words
of St. Mark the Ascetic, "we wage war with people over what is harmful to
us, as if it were something beneficial."
Teaching us true spirituality,
this holy father speaks of three states of the human mind: natural,
supernatural, and unnatural.
When the mind is in its natural
state, it always seeks the fault within itself and humbly confesses its sins.
But when it is in an unnatural state, it forgets God's justice and wages war
against people as if they were unjustly offending it. And when the mind rises
to the supernatural state, it finds within itself the fruits of the Holy
Spirit, as indicated by the Apostle: love, peace, joy, longsuffering, and so on
(cf. Gal. 5:22).
In life, much is said about
justice. But there is no justice, for everyone considers themselves right.
Justice is not in us, the sinful judges, but in God—the Sinless Judge—of whom
the Psalmist says: "Righteous art Thou, O Lord, and upright are Thy judgments"
(Ps. 118:137). Concerning our human "justice," one of the prayers in
the Holy Mystery of Unction states: "All our righteousness is before Thee,
O Lord, as a defiled garment." And with such a garment, one does not enter
paradise. In one of Christ’s parables, we read the following: at a feast, the
king entered to see the guests seated at the table and noticed one who was not
dressed in a wedding garment (that is, in the grace-filled righteousness).
"Friend," he asked him, "how did you enter here without a
wedding garment?" And he said to the servants: "Bind his hands and
feet, take him, and cast him into the outer darkness; there shall be weeping
and gnashing of teeth" (Matt. 22:11-13).
Beloved! God does not want to see
us in the rags of our miserable "justice." He does not approve of us
when He sees us boasting of our own righteousness and supposed virtue, for with
such "justice" no one can stand before God's judgment (Ps. 142:2).
Knowing this, the saints did not seek to exalt their own righteousness but,
humbling themselves, prayerfully repeated the words of the Psalmist: "Thou
art justified, O God, in Thy justice and pure in Thy judgment" (Ps. 50:6).
In the life of St. Maximus the
Confessor, we read that when the storm of the Monothelite heresy raged, when
the emperor, patriarchs, clergy, and people were carried away by it, St.
Maximus, despite threats, remained steadfast in holy Orthodoxy. Neither slanders
nor tortures could shake him. And instead of indignantly emphasizing the
injustice of the sufferings to which he was subjected, he spoke these
remarkable words before his tormentors: "I thank my God that I have been
delivered into your hands and am tormented with unjust accusations, so that
through them my voluntary transgressions and the vices of my life may be
cleansed."
With these unforgettable words,
St. Maximus has revealed to us an exceedingly important truth: by enduring
innocent suffering and unjust accusations, our voluntary transgressions are
covered, and long-standing vices in our lives are healed. If we knew and
constantly remembered this truth and always followed it in practice, it would
be sufficient for the salvation of our souls. Practically, in our
circumstances, this means the following. Let us say one sister offends another
who is not at fault. The one who is wronged should immediately think: "God allows me to suffer innocently
because of the sins I have committed. I thank my Creator for taking such great
care to cleanse my soul from all my evils and iniquities, with which I would
not be able to enter the Kingdom of Heaven!" As soon as the offended
one thinks this, her bitterness against the offender will immediately pass and
be forgotten. And most importantly: the one who did not defend her own justice
will receive from God the crown of His divine justice.
Beloved, if we sincerely desire
to cleanse ourselves from our sins and be healed of our vices, let us strive,
with God's help, not to blame anyone or anything for our irritability and
sensitivity, except for our own self-love, vanity, and pride. If we suffer
"innocently," if we are accused without cause, let us thank God, just
as St. Maximus the Confessor thanked Him, and let us remember that both just
accusations and unjust reproaches, when borne patiently and without complaint,
are of immense benefit to us, according to the words of the Apostle: "To
those who love God... all things work together for good" (Rom. 8:28).
Through just accusations, if we endure them without murmuring, we overcome our
pride and atone for our guilt. And through unjust reproaches, we receive both
forgiveness for our involuntary sins, for which we have not repented, and
healing from our vices, which cannot be uprooted in any other way.
And so, when we are unjustly
accused and condemned, let us not justify ourselves, but let us repentantly
remain silent and secretly pray that God may forgive us our forgotten sins. And
it is precisely then that from the accusations against us, our innocence will
be born, and we, from sinners—without knowing how—will become righteous. Thus,
through our undeserved sufferings, we will be pleasing to God, according to the
words of the holy Apostle Peter: "For this is acceptable with God, if a
man of conscience toward God endures grief, suffering wrongfully" (1 Peter
2:19). Amen!
Bulgarian source:
https://bulgarian-orthodox-church.org/rr/ambo/arhimAlex_14.11.84.html
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