by Diakonissa [now Presbytera] Mary Zubricky
In recent years, much has been
said by proponents of the Western Rite about the advantage of such a liturgical
tradition for westerners wishing to convert to the Orthodox Church. Though I am
of Slavic origin (and ultimately of Greek Catholic ancestry), as is my husband,
I am a convert from Roman Catholicism. As such, I would like to offer some
reflections on the Western Rite from a perspective different than that of most
advocates of a Western Rite Orthodoxy.
My family and I first encountered
Orthodoxy at the St. Gregory Palamas Monastery [in Etna, CA], which my husband
now serves as a Deacon, about fourteen years ago. I still remember vividly the
first Liturgy which we attended. We were overwhelmed, as we are still today, by
the beauty and profundity of Orthodox worship. After Liturgy, we invited the
Abbot of the monastery, Archimandrite (now Bishop) Chrysostomos and two of the
Fathers, as well as several lay people, to our home for a meal. We talked for
hours, and by the end of the day I knew in my heart that we would become
Orthodox.
Our conversion to Orthodoxy—let
alone to the persecution and prejudice invited by a commitment to the
traditionalist or Old Calendar movement—was not easy. We had to learn much and
we had to endure much, both in the reactions of our families and in adjusting ourselves
to a religion which demands the whole of a person in its worship and in its
spiritual life generally. Yet, looking back, if I had been offered a choice
between traditional Eastern Orthodox practice and the compromise of a Western
Rite, I have no doubt that I would have chosen the traditional Eastern path.
Why is this so? Webster's
Dictionary defines the term "convert" as follows: "To turn
round, to turn toward; to change from one religion, doctrine, opinion, course
or action to another." After some months of study and questioning, I
became firmly convinced that the Orthodox Church was the true Church, the
historical Church, knowing, too, that She had produced a huge number of Saints:
holy men and women who had attained sanctity through traditional Orthodox practice.
It was to that traditional practice that I was converted, turning from
Latin Christianity to its source, Orthodoxy. I thus never for a moment
questioned the Church's fasting rules, the efficacy of which has been
demonstrated for centuries by the Church's Saints. Nor did I question the
Church's Liturgies, especially the most common, that of St. John Chrysostomos,
which was appointed centuries ago by the Church and which has sanctified untold
millions of the Faithful. In converting to Orthodoxy, I turned to its
fullness, its entirety. And in the ensuing years, I have developed a deeper
love for traditional services and have learned more and have grown steadily in
an understanding of the profundity of things that I once thought less significant
than they actually are.
The various Western Rites, we are
often told, are ancient. This is true. In the early Church, there was a
diversity of services: a diversity that succumbed to the unifying force of the
spiritual integrity of Orthodox tradition. The Western Rites that exist today,
however, are reconstructed from remnants of ancient local Liturgies that fell
into disuse in the face of the unifying Holy Tradition of universal Orthodoxy.
It seems to me that the efforts of inexperienced converts to Orthodoxy to
revive, from fragments of Liturgies that were for the greater part never
elements of universal tradition, services that suit their particular tastes
are, however well intentioned, reflective of a misunderstanding of what it
means to be truly Orthodox.
In some sense, the incorporation
of Western practice, even in its ancient form, into contemporary Orthodoxy as a
means for converting westerners is to produce "semi-converts," indeed
to impede conversion all together in some cases. If the Orthodox Church is the
true Church, then we must embrace it in its fullness, accepting its living traditions
and setting aside the perhaps valid, but dead, traditions of an Orthodox West
that has, lamentably enough, passed away. We must embrace even that which seems
foreign to Western culture, since in so doing we exercise that humility by
which what is spiritually "foreign" is made familiar and natural. By
adding a little of this and a little of that to Orthodoxy, we run the risk of
creating something which is not organically Orthodox at all. Indeed, where is
the universality of Orthodoxy if certain groups want to pick and choose what
they think is preferable Orthodox practice?
I certainly do not claim that the
West does not have an Orthodox past or that the now-defunct Liturgies of the
Orthodox West were not valid forms of worship. This is not my point. I am
simply stating, as a convert to Orthodoxy from Western Christianity, that by
following the wholeness of the Church's traditions, one makes himself more open
to Grace, which God, in His infinite love and mercy, will pour out in abundance
upon those who make even the slightest effort. Within the spiritual wholeness
of Holy Tradition that prompts Grace, there is an established form of worship
which we would do well to embrace without question and with willing compliance.
Source: Orthodox Tradition,
Vol. 11 (1994), No. 4, pp. 11-12.
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